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Friday, December 25, 2009
maybe i sldnt...but i have already did...trying to physco myself to treat it as an compensation....it is so hard...we r so near...but i have to act...act tat i am strong...force myself not to look into u,not to be close to u in case anything happen again i cant promise i can redo everything again....but y at this time u r so caring...i am thinking and thinking..trying to sort everything out...it might be easy to u and seem easy tat i can do it...but deep down inside it is so hard so diff...i am forcing it out so tat i wont breakdown in front of u and i dont want to break down in front of u...no no no...u told me that u might be leaving but i cant say anything cos in the first place i encourage u to continue...can only wish u good luck....but y even i am with my whole grp of fren i still think of u...it is so irritating....i hate myself....i sld be happy in this festive season....trying hard trying very hard....it will take time but i will and i can do tat de....even i am just lying to myself...
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