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Saturday, December 26, 2009
we have book a hotel...orchard grand central...first time celebrate xmas in a hotel...can all of u beleive we have 13 bottles of liq...omg...crazy...ya crazy for the guys tat brought the liq to the hotel...cos is heavy...actually didnt do much in the hotel except eat and drink and eat and drink...but is a nice try...the bed is nice i must say...i love all of them....haha...hope we can continue this as long as we can....
Labels: i love my frens but all i want for xmas is u
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Friday, December 25, 2009
maybe i sldnt...but i have already did...trying to physco myself to treat it as an compensation....it is so hard...we r so near...but i have to act...act tat i am strong...force myself not to look into u,not to be close to u in case anything happen again i cant promise i can redo everything again....but y at this time u r so caring...i am thinking and thinking..trying to sort everything out...it might be easy to u and seem easy tat i can do it...but deep down inside it is so hard so diff...i am forcing it out so tat i wont breakdown in front of u and i dont want to break down in front of u...no no no...u told me that u might be leaving but i cant say anything cos in the first place i encourage u to continue...can only wish u good luck....but y even i am with my whole grp of fren i still think of u...it is so irritating....i hate myself....i sld be happy in this festive season....trying hard trying very hard....it will take time but i will and i can do tat de....even i am just lying to myself...
Labels: i hate this feeling
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Thursday, December 17, 2009
is has been so long tat i update...alot things happens....and i am trying to forget everything...but when everything happens i think of someone...someone tat i miss so much....but i cant see him....maybe i am just thinking if he nv went away,my life will be much better at least i wont see so much jerks in my life...maybe he had spoilt me...eventhough is short but at least is good and sweet...at least he truly treat me good...how i wish i can see him now
NOW but i cant and i cant tell him anything cos it doesnt help...i dont even dare to say i miss him....but no matter wat i am going to forget all the bad things tat happen recently....i can do it....
Labels: i miss u
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