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Thursday, August 12, 2010
angry,down,sad...but still feel more angry...i am nt being negative but being realistic...who r u to tell me wat is right and wat is wrong and wat to do...u say i am adult sld know wat to do but u r also an adult but wat r u doing behind ur gf...kns....if think is workable then wat for ask and just say la...i just say my reason and let u see the situation...but wat is the point when u think is workable...u r the chieft coach but u dont want to do anything and ask us to solve everything then want u for wat...might as well dont need u....leadership skill...my foot la....
4:41 PM
Friday, July 16, 2010
exams is over and i feel damm relax eventhough exams was crap....but after exams i have so many things on my mind...is driving crazy....playing with fire or fire like to play with me....haiz....down down down....hope tml when im out with my dearies frens i can forget abt everything and anything at least for a day...a day is enough....
10:13 PM
Monday, May 03, 2010
wat is the purpose of nt telling me the truth when i heard all of it from other ppl's mouth....trying to continue to play ur game...so sorry...i dont intend to continue to play...im quitting...actually quit for some time le...and the part that i heard that u test water on unattach girl really show me u r a jerk.....
8:15 PM
Monday, April 26, 2010
crap crap crap....go eat shit man..i hate backstabber...if u have the guts say it infront of me man...i haven even start to scream at u, u tell ah tan i attitude....reallly super KNS....we just want an sop y make it so big...so u r the one who came to spore,instead u getting use to our culture her we need to get use to your culture...go away man...if u can go back then go...but the prob is they dont want u...so pls reflect on urself...since when ur attitude is good anyway....80 samples and 65 samples need to be rerun, same sample but diff sample name, wrong info given to us, same sample and is too sensitive and ask for dilution at the same time, wrong plate name...wat is this all crap lor..and the best is...ah tan is trying to protect u...see how long she can do it....if the whole lab is against u and she want to protect u..she can either choose to lose 1 or all ppl....i dont care if she going to pull me back to check on my attitude cos i dont stay long and i am nt scare cos i did nth wrong....neither is my attitude...really feel like taking one paper human figurine with ur name written down and one red colour clog and go under the overhead bridge and hit until my anger is gone...u ass hole....u choose to make it big when is a small matter and get tat in mind once u start to do this u sld know the consequences....
8:26 PM
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
crap crap crap.....everything is piling up....works is nv ending cos of stupid so...and even thou i am nt working there...y they can msg me to ask if i am talking on the phone with him...i am trying very hard to forget everything and they just have to remind me of him....he is talking to a girl but is nt me....so asking abt me and him....haiz....if one day i really have to go back there to work...i think i will just shut myself up in the room....i wont want to see him or talk to him....but hope tat day will nv come but somehow is 50-50 now....haiz....i hate myself....stop trying to be frendly to me...cos i dont want to be frendly....get lost...
7:38 PM
Thursday, April 15, 2010
不知不觉已经过了两个力拜了,我已渐渐习惯了,其实没那么难,我办到了。。。
7:50 PM
Tuesday, April 06, 2010
hmmm...everything is over now....but i dont really feel anything...amaze by myslf....maybe the cool down period does help....and i think heaven is playing with me la....tat day was a lot of first and last time and i think he know wat im thinking...we r just like strangers nth to talk abt the whole day but both of us just dont want to open mouth so is a silent closure for me....but he really do not need to use a old method to agitate me to let go cos i already thou of letting go when meeting u tat day...i can only say i took out the blind fold and when i look at u again u r a jerk to me....a big jerk...so for me is study and study...im happy now cos i feel so light and relax no mpre burden....i wont reply ur sms,pick up ur call and meet u again le....i dont want the same thing to repeat itself....u can go find the girl tat u agitate me with cos i dont want and dont care le...good luck to whoever gal out there ba....bye bye....
3:17 PM
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